i think i am pretty self aware - i know i can be selfish, self centered, totally oblivious to what is going on around me - mainly because i have encased myself in a little art bubble and that is where i like to live.
i know that i am hard on myself, i dwell too much on the past, and that i get my feelings hurt a little too easily.
i also know that i am a loner. and it has never really bothered me.
even though i know that this about myself, i was surprised to find this thought cross my mind this morning:
" boy, i wish i enjoyed going out more. i really am pretty square".